Chorus:
Not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I been trying not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah
Not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I been trying not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah

Verse:
It's a whole damn party when the weekend comes,
Line up that ivory, gas hit the lungs,
I'm just so proud of how far that i have come,
But somehow i feel like that just ain't enough,
I just want mamma to say that she proud,
I just want all of this pain to be drowned,
I just want all of my day ones, to see that i made it,
And know i kept 10 to the ground,
I want the fame and the money it brings,
I want these tears to quit claiming my sleep,
I want my boys up in heaven to know i don't love them no less and i’m living my dreams,
Why does success not feel like it should
Why do i hide that i’m not really good
I stand on the edge with the weight of the world,
I swear i'm about to,

Chorus:
Go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I'm about to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,


Verse 2:
It's a whole damn vibe when I walk in,
Gone throw it on the tab, hit the bartend,
I ain't ever had to front, I ain't never had to copycat,
Bitch i been boss since we dove in,
I cover up say it's kuna matah,
The disguise, that I be wearing is a hella facade,
Cuz really who do I got if i'm not okay imma man,
Whether or not, they say they love me, they don’t understand,
Say I’m selfish, selfless, desperate, cocky, precious, reckless, carbon, copy,
The people with the most to say about me, not me,
But every time i hit a wave see’em dive deep,
I be, in my, thoughts, drownin, yaw gone, be ‘O’, kay with, out me,
I promise i'm yaw gone be okay, so dont try to save me,

Just let me go, let me die,
My sacrifice might save the kid inside
Let me remember what it's like,
To fantasize and enjoy my life,

Don’t waste your time,
Don’t waste your time,
Don’t waste your time,
Tryina save me,
Don’t waste your time,
Don’t waste your time,
Don’t waste your time,
Tryina save me,

Don’t waste your time,
Tryina save me,
(adlibs)

Don’t save me, no don’t save me
Don’t waste your time

I been tryin not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I been tryin not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I been tryin not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,
I been tryin not to go off the deep end,
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with,